Zombie's Lost and Found

yeezytaughtme: love yourself like kanye loves himself believe in yourself like kanye believes in...

Fri, 24 May 2013 14:41:54 -0700

love yourself like kanye loves himself

believe in yourself like kanye believes in himself

know you’re the shit like kanye knows he’s the shit

I wish I could text my dog.

Wed, 22 May 2013 11:08:51 -0700

I’d be like, ‘Whataryadoin Bear?!’ And he’d be like, ‘Just chillin. Climbing on all the things I’m not supposed to.’ Me: ‘That’s cool. You’re my favorite dog!’ Bear: ‘Your my favorite human!’ And then we’d talk about sticks and stuff.

So we went hiking this weekend and I took this not-exactly-flattering picture. However, something...

Mon, 20 May 2013 22:49:45 -0700

So we went hiking this weekend and I took this not-exactly-flattering picture. However, something kind of hit me…

This is actually kind of embarrassing to post…but OHMYGOD LOOK AT MY FACE! That is roughly a 40 pound difference. I mean, I’ll always have cheeks for dayyyys…but still!

There isn’t always a story behind every tattoo. Sometimes there’s just a word. Or...

Mon, 20 May 2013 22:13:03 -0700

There isn’t always a story behind every tattoo. Sometimes there’s just a word. Or nothing at all. Sometimes it’s ‘because I was 18’ or ‘because I dig LEGO’ or ‘meh, I liked this’.

Don’t judge people by what they have on their body. Or what they don’t have on their body. I don’t care if you are a clean slate and you shouldn’t care if I’m a messy canvas.

Finally hung up a mirror I’ve had for years! I think it...

Sat, 18 May 2013 17:33:27 -0700

Finally hung up a mirror I’ve had for years! I think it goes well with my moose from Ikea, the cactus my dad made me, and the first love letter Boyfriend ever wrote me :)

Rough day at the vet today.

Fri, 17 May 2013 14:48:28 -0700

*graphic dog butt stuff*

So this job of mine has me working the front desk at an awesome vet clinic and as an employee we get a super discount on our own pets. Today was my day off and I took Bear on down to get his annual check up. Nails did, Rabies up to date, this new awesome ear treatment (called BNT) for chronic yeast problems, and got his anal glands expressed…yeah, gross. So he’s been scooting and licking for a little while now, and I thought it was going to be an easy thing to take care of. Turns out he has “shallow anal glands” and they got so irritated so fast that they abscessed and freaking ruptured in not just one, but TWO places. So Bear got his butt shaved and all kinds of uncomfortable doctor things done to his rear end and was sooooo sad in the car on the way home. So we stopped by Petsmart and got him treats and a new ball! Now he’s passed out in the middle of the living room cause his meds make him super sleepy. I feel so bad for my little guy!

I think I’m going to make ‘thank you’ cookies or something to bring in to the office on Monday for the doctor and the techs that had to deal with him today. It was not a fun experience for anyone!

Fuuuuuuuck I missed having home internet!

Fri, 17 May 2013 08:40:00 -0700

So I finally got a job and yesterday was payday and I had sooooo much to pay for. Stupid late bills and stuff. Being a grown-up is laaaaame!

Anyways, it’s good to be connected to the world again.

I tried to keep up with facebook and tumblr, but my apps really suck. I know facebook doesn’t show me everything, and I’ve noticed that my tumblr app will sometimes glitch out when I’m looking at someones page and when I logged on (with the computer) this morning I noticed that I’m following like 15 less blogs than I was like a week ago…sooooo…sorry about that, whoever I unfollowed…

Blah blah blah I’ll write a real post later gator.

Oh look, it’s me fighting off life.

Fri, 17 May 2013 08:29:51 -0700

Oh look, it’s me fighting off life.

Haven’t been on tumblr for dayyyysss :( Working like mad, and we don’t have Internet at...

Thu, 09 May 2013 21:37:06 -0700

Haven’t been on tumblr for dayyyysss :(
Working like mad, and we don’t have Internet at the house at the moment…and my tumble app is LAME.
I’ll be back soon enough though!

Got me a job where I get to wear scrubs! With owls on them!...

Mon, 06 May 2013 19:47:11 -0700

Got me a job where I get to wear scrubs! With owls on them! Wooo!

Man, I ate sooooo good today! For breakfast, Boyfriend made an awesome scramble with eggs, turkey...

Sun, 05 May 2013 22:01:08 -0700

Man, I ate sooooo good today! For breakfast, Boyfriend made an awesome scramble with eggs, turkey bacon, and potatoes. And for dinner we made giant, delicious spinach salads.

…I mean, for lunch I did make raspberry lemonade cupcakes with buttercream frosting and we DESTROYED THEM! But ya know…other than that…

But we still went to the gym…and it was awful…but really, good for me for not throwing up.

krvsty: yeah boyfriends are pretty cool but have u ever heard of chocolate fountains

Sun, 05 May 2013 20:43:48 -0700

krvsty:

yeah boyfriends are pretty cool but have u ever heard of chocolate fountains

Solo gym date tonight. Gettin dat booty tight! Er…

Fri, 03 May 2013 23:35:44 -0700

Solo gym date tonight. Gettin dat booty tight! Er…

I’m giving Dr. Who a second try. Basically I have a problem getting past the first episodes...

Thu, 02 May 2013 19:52:00 -0700

I’m giving Dr. Who a second try.

Basically I have a problem getting past the first episodes of shows… Buuuut since everyone is like OMFG for it, I figure I’d just jump on the bandwagon.

Woooo!

Selfie ‘cause I feel like a fucking loser today.

Thu, 02 May 2013 15:27:17 -0700

Selfie ‘cause I feel like a fucking loser today.

closer-each-day: Sometimes I drink too much vodka or eat 3 servings of macaroni and cheese in one...

Thu, 02 May 2013 15:06:05 -0700

closer-each-day:

Sometimes I drink too much vodka or eat 3 servings of macaroni and cheese in one sitting, but by far the most unhealthy habit I have is comparing myself to others.

May 1st Update!

Wed, 01 May 2013 12:07:02 -0700

Happy May, you sexy followers! Is it officially Spring yet? It definitely feels like it here in Southern Oregon!

Anyways, total April weight loss comes to 3.1 pounds! Lol not much, BUT if I remember right I think I gained in March, so I’ll take the loss! And TOTAL total weight loss comes to a good 43.6 pounds! Which is definitely something to be proud of!

Measurements didn’t really change this month (only difference was -1/2 inch in my hips), so yeah.

Game plan for May then, huh?

Switch from Weight Watchers journal to My Fitness Pal app. It’s so much easier for me to record with MFP, and Boyfriend is doing it too, so a little extra support.
Get a fucking job. Being out of money is not working.
Make some real life friends. I still don’t know anyone within a 2 hour drive of me, and even though I love my man, we hang out together pretty much all the time. Even just ONE friend would be great lol
No more body shaming. No more judging. Mostly I do it to myself, so I’m going to try to think better thoughts. But mainly I’m not going to give in to people who put me down (whether intentionally or unintentionally). I don’t want to deal with people’s insecure bullshit when they try and project it on others. I will support you, and love you, and encourage you, but when you just act like a cunt, that’s when you can find someone else to feed into your crap.
Get in control of my eating habits. I’ll do soooo well then eat like an entire box of brownies…or something equally awful lol I just love baked goods so damn much! So that’s basically where all of my gains come from. I do pretty well being active, but food is such a weakness. I need to get my shit straight, I suppose.
And last, I do a ton of cardio, but I really need to get in the habit of lifting. When I do I feel amazing! But then I’ll go for sometimes weeks without, and feel awful. So I’ll start with twice a week, and see if I can go from there.

Ok! I guess that’s about it for now! I’m gonna go do stuff and things…

Shameless gym selfie! Lifted heavy tonight…my arms and...

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 21:23:04 -0700

Shameless gym selfie! Lifted heavy tonight…my arms and legs feel like jello.

Muse - Madness Sexiest. Song. Ever.

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 19:26:54 -0700

Muse - Madness

Sexiest. Song. Ever.

A ridiculous post about dogs.

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 13:16:00 -0700

It really freaks me out to google pictures of lab-corgi mix dogs because it comes up with a bunch of pictures that look just like my dog, and dogs that aren’t my dog but look like my dog freak me out.

It’s like, you look at your dog all the time. You know the patches of color on his belly and the way his tail curves, you think you could recognize him if he was in a mix a like 100 other dogs. But could you? If all of those dogs look the same (or very similar) would you really be able to tell? Be like, yep, that one’s mine!

I probably could if all the dogs were lined up, and within like 10 feet of me. But if they’re all running around being dogs, I don’t know what I would do. Panic, probably.

What would you do? Can you tell your dog (or cat or whatever) apart from others of it’s breed?